Friday, December 7, 2007

Pylon, 40 Watt Club, Tonight

Photo by ME!

Should I go? Can I go? Is this a totally bad idea?

I REALLY want to see this show, but I fear the emotional fallout.

Wiser minds and hearts, please advise me on this. The show starts at around 10:00 pm, so I ain't got much time to decide.

9 comments:

caryl said...

At first, I was going to say, Go!Have a good time! But now I think, no. You need some dstance.

Julie said...

You're right. I am home decorating for Christmas. It's much safer.
xoxo

K said...

should've gone to the atlanta show, silly.

Chicken & Waffles said...

I know I'm late to the party, but jeez, I hope you went. You need to go out to your adoring public, have a stiff drink and shake what your momma gave you. Forget safe. You're a vibrant woman. Go out and charm.

Julie said...

K, the Atlanta show would've been just as painful. You see Pylon = New Years Eve 2004/5 = Paul. Pylon = Michael's Christmas party 2004, 2005, 2006 = Paul. Pylon = Rewind = Paul. Pylon = Curtis = Paul. Pylon is too much a part of it all.

And CW, I am not vibrant anymore. I don't have an adoring public. I'm not the same girl I was back in June. And I don't know if I ever will be.

tif said...

Julie, you silly! You'll be better than you were in June! :) Have faith, girl!

John said...

I was trying to look up information on the band "Talk Talk" and found your blog. I started to read some of your blog from Nov and was drawn in further. I was involved a similar situation/outcome from 1999-2004.
It gave me some serious flashbacks. At times the parallels/words are amazingly close. I hope you are doing better. Even though I don't personally know you, I just wanted to say "Hi"

Julie said...

Thanks, John. I will survive, but it ain't fun. Too bad I can't take a giant sleeping pill and wake up in a year. Or two. Or on April 28, 2010.

Shamrockdairies said...

I know what you mean. If only some pill existed that would make you forget all of the memories/special moments/etc. I did the same thing-getting rid of EVERYTHING.It helped a little. I decided at that time that I would be completely selfish and focus just on myself for at least an entire year instead of anyone else. Too bad you don't live in Chicago. We could talk face to face for hours about relationships and all of the stress and heartache involved.